Impacted

Suddenly felt like posting. Got inspired.Finally found out the meaning of John 12:25 during folo up with Ivan on saturday.
"the man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life."
If a life of selfish desire and self-pleasure is lived, then the reward of life in heaven will be lost. But if a person hates his life, loving Christ more, he will keep it, and there will be reward in heaven.
yea.This week had been great. Though didn't get to see AR bernard due to unforeseen circumstances on friday and Malaysia trip on sunday. Learnt a lot this few days, esp on saturday Zonef F and folo up
Read a lot of blogs recently. Got impacted by some. Took away my recent nagging doubts. Felt lost. but now i am back again.

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Me and Jonathan

Steamboat buffet: The first 5 to surrender

Men United Conference^^

Another weird dream! about mens united conference. Weird. Saw it in my planner in that dream. Wow..i plan in my dream. COOL!
I have plan for this week. THus its one good week. Peaceful. NO scoldings from parents. AWESOME! Just told my father about AR Bernard today. I want to go for this friday service and this is one big chance! Father going to church and I can get to see AR bernard. Now waiting for answer from father. Waiting ^^
before ending. just want to say i am the complete opposite of Anorexia, which is bigorexia. Obsessed with the idea of being too skinny. WOW!

Resist temptation

Just had this strangest dream today. I dreamt in my sleep that i had been offered cigarette and i accept it.(Its just a DREAM!) I smoked without lighter . It felt nice. That smoky feeling in my throat. Woke up from that weird dream. Realised the 'smoky' feeling is caused by my sore throat. I told my frens this strange dream. They think my brain had gone crazy. LOL
Then i just wonder and wonder today. Why did i had this dream? Some may think its just RANDOM. But i finally found the answer during quiet time. Fliped through my my prayer book and my bible. Saw one part in my prayer book about The Quicksand to TEmptation.
Luke 4:2 . Realised that i had been tempted by lots of stuff.. Tempted by laziness. Tempted by pride. And even tempted by Facebook. (LOL). knew that these temptations will sooner or later get mi into trouble. Must resist these temptations. Just like how i should resist these "cigarettes" and not enjoying these smoky feeling. lol. Who would enjoy sore throat?

Finally a good day

Glad that i woke up at 8am today. If not i would spend a boring time at home. Its like someone calling to wake up. and thankfully i folo, dizzily. Then suddenly my father told me i can go CHURCH today! and today zone f service, Dom talked about True Follower! COOL! Because of this, my faith had gone a whole new level!
It seems like today is one of the best day i had this week. Cam 1 today. Not very good due to lack of practice. Can't go for rehearsal due to personal reasons-.-. but kent munsey was COOL!
and i looked quite blur too. i mistake Shi Han as Josh. Imagine it!

Standing even stronger

Currently facing lots of problems lately.Friends, Family and everything around me all just aiming against me. Tear dripping down these 5 days. This week is like so short yet so long and far. Just want to bow down and just sing in my broken voice..AKA "ZHAO SIA" ^^
Been reading this book given from my an unexpected person (tuition teacher). REad one part."When the Failure of others Test our faith". One Revelation suddenly appear. I must stand strong throughout this whole period.Though it may be hard, but i got great friends around me. My true friends.Then randomly flip on to the bible. And it went to the Chapter on JOBs. Read the whole chapter. kinda resemble. yeas!
Then Flip on to Joshua 1:5..i must STAND STRONG!