Next book next great story

Yay! i finally read finished Time TRaveler wife! after like about 3 weeks? i am reading extrmely turtle. but that book rocks! but felt quite weird because normally love story is like for gals? well. i dun noe. i just randomly pick one from the popular and i had made the right choice.
after reading that book .haha. i am quite 'touched' by that last part. 'i saw her,and it was you. that was you as an old woman,in the future.......i won't tell you anymore, so you can imagine it, so you can have it unrehearsed when the time comes, as it will, as it does come. We will see each other again,clare. until then, live fully present in the world, which is so beautiful.'
Then i was like thinking, imagining. what if the one that changed my life appeared in front of me. then he suddenly called me wait for him 50 years later, in order to go with him.
i think i will like sian sian. giving me a clue then just suddenly disappear. hmmm. but will i wait? we will see how.
Gonna find another good book to read.another genre hopefully. too much love story is bad for health. i guess
okok. i gonna mug. exams next thursday.but first livefeed duty on sunday! I miss serving.its like 1 month now since i last had duty. how i can't wait for sunday.

QT with PIANO!

Qt today was wonderful. First time having QT with the piano. and that is awesome.
My first worship song ever played: 'And now my lifesong sings'
'Once was lost, but now i'm found' I am found again.
HAHA. Comforting myself with this. One Saturday without any service really is plain...BORING.

Peace and Quiet

Night is peaceful. Night is nightmare. Sometimes, having both of them in one night is pretty confusing.
one amazing and fun CG(i learn that freshly squeezed lemon juice is ULTRA nice) and G.I.JOE (Not bad) in bugis
Anyway. I just imagine myself living all by myself living in the mountain area. Maybe i will live in Nepal one day^^ that would be cool. there. the place is like so quiet and peaceful. and That what i need.
BUt right now. QT !!
Another best way to heal my wounds. muhaha
Though i am in darkness, light will come and heal the dark^^

Supporting role

Inspired by those. Inspired by all.
felt so awesome now. Had this revelation. Want to be the person who may not be the one who lead, but also sharing the burden of the of all people. Supporting role you can say.
Just like in soccer, you may no be the one who score. but without the great pass to the scorer, there will be no goals. Well. i want to be the one who will contribute the most assists to the people around me. If it is possible, if there is a chance to score. WHY NOT?

INSPIRED (Enjoy)
'I am finished and done with low living, sightwalking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tame visions,mundane talking, cheap giving, and dwarfed goals.' --Part of Fellowship of the Unashamed.

2 men went fishing. One was an experienced fisherman, the other wasn't.Every time the experienced fisherman caught a big fish, he put it in his ice chest to keep it fresh. Whenever the inexperienced fisherman caught a big fish, he threw it back. The experienced fisherman watched this go on all day and finally got tired of seeing this man waste good fish. "Whydo you keep throwing back all the big fish you catch?" he asked.The inexperienced fisherman replied, "I only have a small frying pan."
Sometimes, like that fisherman, we throw back the big plans, big dreams, big jobs, big opportunities that God gives us. Our faith is too small. We laugh at that fisherman who didn't figure out that all he needed was a bigger frying pan; yet how ready are we to increase the size of our faith?Whether it's a problem or a possibility, God will never give you anything bigger than you can handle. That means we can confidently walk into anything God brings our way.
You can do all things through Christ (Philippians 4:13).
Nothing is too big for God. Stop telling God you've got big problems, but instead tell your problems to a big God!
I live by faith

No more worry.Just Do it

Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kinds sad,
It's just that I'm worried.
So worried that you'll let me down
-Shaking Stevens
Well. i am not worried anymore. Why worry when you know it cannot be prevented or when you can just do something about that problem?
I know i am a bit lag.But FOP yesterday is just awesome! I know i have to do so something when i know there is CCA yesterday, i did it. and had a breakthrough in me. The atmosphere is just wonderful.HOGC totally rocked the whole Indoor Stadium!
Today was awesome TOO! Folo up (3 more lessons to go!) and then main service. Bigger!!!!
Flow with Yx. THinking that Revival is too small. Need to respone. NOW! We need to be BIGGER. Let get BETTER!
Also think i am too skinny. I need to do something to grow fatter.^^
Symptons of Bigorexia