EOY exam over!

Exam over! yay
4 more antibiotics left. tomoro will be the last
Revival...
10 is possible.
Though all the people i asked dun really wan to come
Have faith that there will still be 10
And more and more.
Yep..
My flu seems missing now.
So happy
So i can go out tomoro
But dad just called me from Malaysia
Made me suddenly help so guilty
But its ok.
The thought of going service tomoro cheer me up
HAHA.
Exam over..
I can go all sorts of things hopefully
CG, livefeed rehearsal, outings, services
These few months i have been going most of them illegally
Time to confidently tell them i am going
Yep.
I want watch 500 days of summer!!!!

Flu

Man.. FLu and exams are realy making very sick..
Endure. One more day exam will be over and Flu too.
then Greater things are still there to be done. yea..

Past week made me
-felt so flowed with all things around me.
-felt so mercurial, out of control
-felt incarcerated inside this house

Flow? All the news i heard made me feel sad. Everywhere seems to be in crisis. Indonesia, Samoa, India, Vietnam...... like one week ever since i had this sorethroat all the disasters happened. Perdition happened. But we just had to learn to let this go. Made me feel that i have to shower. Shower the people you care with care. Shower the people you love with your mightiest love. Love is not just to receive. Love is also to give. Or else all may be too late. Someone may not get saved because of me.

Mercurial? Unsteady. The flu of mine seemed to be controlling my brain cells. I seemed like so blur. Almost forgotten to collect my fren biology paper today. But thankfully he handed me his paper with of course that word i am used to. Muhaha. But thats not the case, because of the medicine, super drowsy. So at night felt like fainting, but enduring to study. Little noises made me so irritated. Almost screamed. But never. My good sense of control saved me. Or else is like, suddenly screamed when they kindly told you to go sleep.. Later another ban.. but NEVER!! Unsteady fickling emotions will never good. Control is always greatly appreciated.

Incarcerated? STupid flu. Made me feel so trapped at home. Wanted to go out. But endure. this Saturday. I can make it.

But this stupid flu had helped me too. I don't need to go Malaysia tomoro. hahaha

Looking forward

Never look back at the past. Look forward at the future
Looking forward to the place where loftiest love can be felt.
Treasure my things around me now too.
Tresure my home.
Tresure my friends.
Tresure my throat too...
Felt so sick now. Tuition at the morning and your sorethroat makes you really sick. haha
Never eat tibits for your lunch. I promise after Building fund i will treat myself a good meal. Really..
A super Duper Good meal!!!!

Stupefying

Exams are good until now. So to say. Doing your exam in the hall is really a uphill task. The lights are so dim that if i were to close my eyes for a minute, i would just doze off.
But what really is the best is today. past 1 week sort of lost this vision and purpose in life. Whole mind is either just one big blank or persisting quandary. But after Transcendent Thursday, back to God again.
Then Zone F service today. At first can't because of my tuition teacher last minute change timing to 12.30pm, which sort of clashes with Zone F.. at first like wanted to give in to her request.. but thinking back Thursday, my conviction became stronger.
So I asked for a earlier timing...
In the end kena scolded and she said she wanted to quit me. Told me she is tired of my nonsense when it was her who changed the planned timing from yesterday to today. Well. I am tired of her nonsense too.
So today i had no tuition!
Then to listen to Dom preaching. Endurance. Superb! Its like so Woah.. A piece of jig saw puzzle fitting in perfectly to everyone empty hole.
Amazingos. Ready to conquer my life back again.

I felt loved!

Everything suddenly became all right.
Shiok!
For brevity's sake. i will just say i am loved.
Love from my leaders.
Love from my friends
Love from everyone.
Love is one amazing word that can be described by a lot of beautiful words
Now all i can feel is the loftiest of the this love
Conquered exams! Here i go!