I am not afraid

Screwed up my whole planner.
Not going to NP tomoro.
Sick of this whole unproductive work.
Wan to go FOP tomoro.
But everything just screwed up.
Handphone just screwed up too.
Communication lost
Devil i am not afraid of you.
All the things you do
Are just worthless
Also...
Just this talk with my tutor,
She had this voices in her head
that always around her
Which i think is because of the medicine.
But she prayed and everytime,
The voices just disappeared after that
She is now having 3 sleepless nights
Gonna pray for her
... ... ... ...
I need a BREAKTHROUGH
...hmmm...

Plan~Plan~Plan

Planning this weekend today, and if everything goes smoothly it will go like tat
31/7 Friday---POP/ FOP/ PO..Hopefully
1/8 Saturday---Tuition at 11p-1pm in my cousins house in tampinese then chiong to paya lebar at 3.30pm for folo up with ivan. service at 5-7 ^^. after that Ministry meeting and it will be a wonderful day. muhaha
2/8 Sunday---Tuition in my tuition teacher house. Eat Roti Prata with them. THen invite tutor and her husband to go for FOP! had a fun time from 8am to 3pm. go to Kallang Indoor stadium at 4.10pm! For usher. Cool. My first usher, which is at FOP! awwwwesome!
Really felt so excited for life man.^^

The true meaning

Just Overslept. hmmm...first afternoon nap this semester
Good old future.
Though some may just cold war with you
Some may sneer and laugh at you
Some may just threaten you
But just really. who cares when you have Jesus in your life.
Having fun with classmates
The same classmate who always ate lunch with you
The classmate who always played soccer one touched pass with you
The classmate who went to same church with you
The classmate who shared stories of his with you.
This is what friend is, RIGHT?

Breakthrough of 7!

Today is just amazing!
Firstly, when my father dun allow me go CG, i was like kinda down.just looked at my previous post. gosh. Just settled down on the floor alone and talked for some time. (since i woke up at 7am)
Then i switched on the computer to blog and just then the phone rings.Gosh. My father say i can go CG! At 9.30am. the time CG was intended to start. i am like HAH! ^^ i rushed like i never rushed before.
Zone F service was exceptionally powerful! Lynette preached the same thing i was thinking , about someone just yesterday! about CG. Just hope that someone will received it into his heart, and me too. NO more Benchwarmer. I am not going to be like Bojinov of Man City now, Adam Morrison of LA Lakers. yea. Rise up. Just like what Evan Baxter of Evan Almighty is called to build the ark. Thats a funny movie. lol
YAY! today MSHS reached a breakthrough of 7! getting closer and closer to 10!

Confused by their ways

Getting ultra and super irritated.
When she allow, he dun allow. when he allow, she dun allow.
The best way of ganging me.
Anyway. Service gonna be amazing.

Solar eclipse

A shoulder to cry on. Song of the week for me.
CHORUS
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You wont be alone
Ill be there
Ill be your shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
Ill be your friend to rely on
When the whole worlds gone
You wont be alone cause
Ill be there

Story book of the week. The Time Traveler's Wife
Love that book. 50pages/day. Estimated to finish on July 29
Yea. the movie will be out on AUGUST 14. AWESOME

Things are happening. H1n1 is beginning to enter and attack my life. but nothing to destroy the light.
Since today is Solar eclipse. Micah 7;8. find this out. muhaha.

I love my new storybook

Woohoo..just bought this amazing book called 'The Time Traveler's Wife' i can't stop reading.
This weekend is simply awesome. AE weekend. My father came on Saturday too. felt that he had less control over me going for services, even though i came yesterday too. He joked he will go up stage to sing in the middle of the scolding by my mom. lol. i love randoming.
Watched Hary Porter yesterday in bishan with denzel and hang siang as well as my family. lol. so long winded. i might as well wasted this 2 hours on the time traveler's wife.
Gosh. just got questioned who who who is that person. by nic luo. made mi so stressed up. Shy. i like everyone forgive me.
But i will say. i now love my new storybook.
Clare
I am Henry now.

See straits time man!

Kinda feel a bit sian because i can't go CG just now due to PO. why is it always the parents that make you feel kinda down?
YX Daryl just say something . 'when you are down, you still worship. it show that he strong' ^^
HOGC is on STRAITS TIME! AWESOME YO
I am reading it now
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking+News/Singapore/Story/STIStory_404344.html

PIMPLE

My pimple on my right cheek is killing me! it may burst and explode anytime now.
O level Chinese Oral today. Muhaha. Stumble a lot. Stammer a lot. Don't expect very high marks for today. But never mind. Though theres is no next time. i just know that HE will be watching me, guiding me. haha. i may not conquer this, but i will conquer others.
Next few days lots and lots of test . they are killing me too.
Imagine being killed by your big pimple and tests. LOL

Me:老师午安
(after lots of stammering on the reading passage)
Examiner:在理工学院里的学生打扮得很随便（拖鞋等），学校规定学生们不能穿拖鞋等等，请谈谈你的看法
Me:我对这个消息感触良多， 这个吗...talk crap...
Examiner:那你知道理工学院里的学生不可以穿校服的吗？
Me: (-.-) 不知道 (even though i noe)
Examiner: SHOCK dao! pause for a while..(.lol.) then talk...

DUn wan say le. wahaha

Impacted

Suddenly felt like posting. Got inspired.Finally found out the meaning of John 12:25 during folo up with Ivan on saturday.
"the man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life."
If a life of selfish desire and self-pleasure is lived, then the reward of life in heaven will be lost. But if a person hates his life, loving Christ more, he will keep it, and there will be reward in heaven.
yea.This week had been great. Though didn't get to see AR bernard due to unforeseen circumstances on friday and Malaysia trip on sunday. Learnt a lot this few days, esp on saturday Zonef F and folo up
Read a lot of blogs recently. Got impacted by some. Took away my recent nagging doubts. Felt lost. but now i am back again.

LIVEFEED FAmily photos 13.07.09

Me and Jonathan

Steamboat buffet: The first 5 to surrender

Men United Conference^^

Another weird dream! about mens united conference. Weird. Saw it in my planner in that dream. Wow..i plan in my dream. COOL!
I have plan for this week. THus its one good week. Peaceful. NO scoldings from parents. AWESOME! Just told my father about AR Bernard today. I want to go for this friday service and this is one big chance! Father going to church and I can get to see AR bernard. Now waiting for answer from father. Waiting ^^
before ending. just want to say i am the complete opposite of Anorexia, which is bigorexia. Obsessed with the idea of being too skinny. WOW!

Resist temptation

Just had this strangest dream today. I dreamt in my sleep that i had been offered cigarette and i accept it.(Its just a DREAM!) I smoked without lighter . It felt nice. That smoky feeling in my throat. Woke up from that weird dream. Realised the 'smoky' feeling is caused by my sore throat. I told my frens this strange dream. They think my brain had gone crazy. LOL
Then i just wonder and wonder today. Why did i had this dream? Some may think its just RANDOM. But i finally found the answer during quiet time. Fliped through my my prayer book and my bible. Saw one part in my prayer book about The Quicksand to TEmptation.
Luke 4:2 . Realised that i had been tempted by lots of stuff.. Tempted by laziness. Tempted by pride. And even tempted by Facebook. (LOL). knew that these temptations will sooner or later get mi into trouble. Must resist these temptations. Just like how i should resist these "cigarettes" and not enjoying these smoky feeling. lol. Who would enjoy sore throat?

Finally a good day

Glad that i woke up at 8am today. If not i would spend a boring time at home. Its like someone calling to wake up. and thankfully i folo, dizzily. Then suddenly my father told me i can go CHURCH today! and today zone f service, Dom talked about True Follower! COOL! Because of this, my faith had gone a whole new level!
It seems like today is one of the best day i had this week. Cam 1 today. Not very good due to lack of practice. Can't go for rehearsal due to personal reasons-.-. but kent munsey was COOL!
and i looked quite blur too. i mistake Shi Han as Josh. Imagine it!

Standing even stronger

Currently facing lots of problems lately.Friends, Family and everything around me all just aiming against me. Tear dripping down these 5 days. This week is like so short yet so long and far. Just want to bow down and just sing in my broken voice..AKA "ZHAO SIA" ^^
Been reading this book given from my an unexpected person (tuition teacher). REad one part."When the Failure of others Test our faith". One Revelation suddenly appear. I must stand strong throughout this whole period.Though it may be hard, but i got great friends around me. My true friends.Then randomly flip on to the bible. And it went to the Chapter on JOBs. Read the whole chapter. kinda resemble. yeas!
Then Flip on to Joshua 1:5..i must STAND STRONG!